Mr Dracula's woes.....soul sista!

Today I saw you
But I couldn't talk to you
Its like you are untouchable.
Its not that you are more than human
I guess
Its coz you are more than human
You are not like the others
Every of my kind thinks the same of you
Wants to spend time with you
As I write this I try really hard to connect
And even ,if by a fraction, to match
What comes to my mind to what I write down
But can't!
Its like you ....
Well you just have something that is just soooo...
......
Heavenly
For lack of a better English word.
When you talk, I want to take out a paper
And note down what you say
So that I could later, go and decifer what you could have been saying
Between ....
Between tha.......
Between the lines......
What you could have been saying between the lines!
Lovely!
Am even suprised that I could even write as I do right at this moment,
Coz
I can't believe its me!
But, then,
I guess its a side you bring out of me
A side I didn't even know existed.
Am like a small chirpy, jumping baby at that one moment
And then the next am a grown up man thinking of the future.
Woooord!
Listen...
Sad..sad!
All this is however very saddening
Why?
Because you didn't reply to a question I asked you
I guess it wasn't mean't to be.
I thence decide not to even think of you and
Try to avoid you
As much as I can
But I find myself still doing the forbidden
Just as I finish making my hard choice
I guess I should wash my hands of you
Damn!
Word!..
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I recently passed by a gospel concert which was to be the launch of an album titled 'Zao album'.Most, if not all, of the songs played there were so soulful that I had to decide to attend, although for a short time.Who thought that gospel music could be so sooo....beautiful.......What!I guess its cause I have,since last year gotten so out of touch with my spiritual side that I found it so refreshing!My reason for this is that I find most, if not all, religions I know of are full of contradictions and misconceptions.I just pass thru' this life of mine applying what I find helpful and moral(most of the time anywayz haha...).Whats your mantra?